Aquarius Season

1.30.24

Today woke up and it felt like any ordinary day. #TerrificTuesday except it’s my born day.

I sat and pondered why when you do a job application, they ask you for your birthdate. Is it because when you turn your laptop on, there will be a Birthday E-card? Nope, I did not get that today.

I spent the last few days dealing with my mother since she tested positive. So today was a blur. And I felt it.

Those closest to me knew what was going on with my mother but did not know what today was (some did). How am I supposed to be happy today when my mother is very sick?

I’m posting not for pity, but as a reminder of what my life will look like if I get to my mother's age. Alone. I need to work harder for a better retirement plan.

This is 47.

#cheerless

#retirementplanning

#oldage

#birthdayblues